He really should have been expecting that.

As it was, the utter bluntness of the question threw Wash off, and he fought to keep his expression neutral, with more success than he expected given his recent track record. Coming up with an answer to Ziva's question was proving to be more difficult - every possibility he came up with wouldn't work for one reason or another and was discarded as soon as he thought of it, until he was left with nothing but the bare truth. "I don't know," he admitted, voice quiet. "Not anymore."